I love love love

Good morning!
I love these pictures!
I love my bird!
I love my sandwich breakfast though I miss my bacons! ( the person give me ham and egg instead of double bacons.. Maybe I'm just not meant to eat those)
I love birds chirping so beautifully this morning
I love my orange juice!
I love my new dress and Bird's new shirt! N Loveliest of all, my dress and his shirt seems to be pretty matching! Aww I want a photo of us!
I love looking forward to meeting my very very busy chickie! N head tithe "jungle"! Hehe
I love browsing sweet blogs that me dreaming of our new home!
I love there is some progress.. Bird n bee's parents gotta meet.
I love how my dad is eager to meet and doing calculation of tables for our dinner. Though I'm still amazed by his number of friends! Haha
I love how I stand sillily in front I those dumpling, watching them but didn know how to steam it to bring to work!
I love how bird n bee are dumb n dumber!
I love reading my little pocket books!
I love my own little cca project with Gozi! N looking forward to play in studio for our very first photohoot of ummm none other but us!
I love the idea of wearing red t shirt with our logo! Though I would prefer tank top ( I'm fantasizing cutting the sleeves off already!) oops!
I love being alive! N jumpy!
I love having no boss around me to watch me work!
I love doing whatever I want to do!
I love my sprouts n plants in different pots!
I love the fact that I'm going on leave and we have some idea for our photo shoot ( though I'm a little disappointed for my 2 weeks leave getting a discount to one week!)
I love there is some hope of going on holiday with my poodipoodi nurse in oct!!
I love not exactly knowing where we are going because it gives us space to dream of more places (Bali, Melbourne etc... I'm secretly imagining new Zealand or drinking beer in germany, photographing in London but that will burn our pockets, Sweden n Finland maybe have to wait) but anyway anyhow! I'm happy as long as I'm gg on two weeks leave straight away from work!
I love I'm dreaming of year end, not for bonus but perhaps for a new year!
I love dreaming of eating seafood by the beach feeling free during our holiday! Blue sky! Cool sun!
I love I love I love!

Good Sunday!

It's been a good hot sunny Sunday! Here's alittle of what I have done so far:
Had a good sleep. Wake up to sunny weather and the cute Dino pic from Gozi!
Had cold shower and handmade dumpling by mum!
Browse few lovely blogs.
Saw the birds in nest pictures by Bird!
Started writing or trying to write Gozi Bee's story
Lunch with mum (yeah I eat alot when I'm at home)
Continue writing! Bubbles flying! Bee is high! Watched videos by walk off the earth! Perfect to get me into a lalala land mode to do whatever feels great!
Eat a juicy slice of watermelon like a kid! Because I was trying to multi task and endup with water melon juice on face because I'm too lazy to hold up the slice to munch. I dug my head into the water melon from the container.
Browse some blogs Gozi sent me! Lovely pictures and caught one which get me dreaming of one day having a home office like it; simple, neat, small setup doing what we love and inspiring everyone to live joy now! Oh and **brilliant thing is I text Gozi about my dream" she actually have the same thought!! That's simply awesome!
Continue my writing while munching some kiddo old school sweet flower cookies and lalala finally completes it and loving it!
It's good to feel great about what we are doing isn't!? Hehe
Receives a text from an ex colleague more like "fairy god mother" to me, she has changed our conversation group of me, Bird and her to titled "life? Love? Passion?"!! Wow! That's exactly what bird and I have been talking about, playing with and totally excited about! Synchronicity?! Yeah!! Or Yeahey!!! Hehe Bird's favourite energizer line! I love it!

Flowers sunshine

Bird surprise bee with these beautiful flowers while we were having dinner. These really lit me up! Bird has a way to make me smile and bring me little delights:)

Random

Sometimes we get consumed by our mind and all that's in our mind are moments of the past. It's a conscious effort to make it through till it become effortless.

Soulbirds found birdie nest!

Birds are created on this earth to remind human of
1) Possibilities. If small beings like birds can lift themselves and glide in the sky, there is a vast possibilities human can create and live with our energy and beings.
2) Lightness of the heart. No matter how high up we are, we must always live with a light heart because freedom does not lies in the flight itself but in the ability to let the wings take us in the wind.
So Happy Birds Day! And thank all birds who have been lifting my soul :)

Wrote this some time ago but didn't manage to jot it here till now. And today I found a nest with mummy and baby birds in it. I was thrilled! Mummy is really taking good care of the kiddo, sitting in the nest, watching over surrounding and the kids. It's my first time seeing nest with Birds!! Oh and I managed to get my Bird to marvel at the beauty of it together on the overhead bridge which also a special place for us both:) Bird got so thrilled that this moment helps him finally decide on getting a 35x zoom camera to take pic of the birds! Can you imagine in the whole universe, two silly person (at the same time beautiful in our own special ways I would say, haha) went roaming through the mall, looking for camera and asking people if we could use it immediately as we saw something we want to photograph. If this scene is from a story that I read, I be so excited!! So yeah! Im glad im in the story:) I'm with a man who can be so delighted by such simple beauty and looking out to capture the moment together.

"As the little bird flaps and spreads its wings, both our little hearts flutter as we leap with joy, eyes sparkle and give each other a hug of delight, love and awe." - probably one of my happiest moment in life - the moment where we leap together and the look on Bird's face is unforgettable! That delight and joy on the usually calm stoic face. Wow! In most of our journey together, we have been really honored and fortunate to be accompanied and lifted by birds of all sort. Swallows, sparrows, bluebird, green bird, eagle, long leg birds (which I have no idea what its name), "old wise birds".. well birds! our angels. There is probably no other better way to describe why our little space here is known as Soulbirds than this post here.

Our love n joy

Yea! My one and only sunflower sprout has grown to be pretty tall and slowly gain some "weight" and have a thicker stem to support itself. It's pretty amazing:) love to watch it grow by itself in just different direction every day it seems as it flows with whatever that let it lean when it's tired standing.
Oh and the pot with more sprouts is from Bird! Look at the loving heart shape thing he made to gently lift the leafy. Lifted with love. Isn't it so sweet?! That's my man! My owl! My love:) Interestingly, as I'm writing this away in the train, I saw this lady eyes closed with smile on her face. Aww what a lovely sight to see in the morning when most people look lifeless. Love her smile and wish her well:)
Well.. It's gonna be a lovely day. I'm excited about my new hobby! Well that word sounds kind of strange to me because I don't think I really have a hobby. Most of the time, I just flow and do whatever feels like good in the moment. And for most years, I love my work.. So my heart is generally put into work. However years into it, or maybe mid life revelation.. I have begun to yearn to do more things that really genuinely brings joy to myself and others. So yap! Here I'm.. I'm gonna enrol in ukulele class tonight! Woohoo! I love how such small and simple instrument could have such lovely sound:) sound that brings joy and in some cute way.. Romance too.

Alphabet game

Gozi and bee

Had a great morning while out having my thinking time. Words flow, I was enjoying thinking, writing and yes bliss, joy it is doing things that feel effortless and enjoyment. Wrote a speech about shopping. And some random ideas for kiddoforever. Yea feel great. Decided to pop in library children's session to join in story telling session. There is so much to learn from a story telling session. The energy, the expressions. Before I went in, I saw a book looking happily grinning at me on the shelf. I didn't pick it up immediately..because I'm gonna carry any books out of library since I have a stack of poster to carry. But the book who is named Happy.. Seems radiate itself at me. I went forward, pick it up. To my delight, the first article mentioned bluebird as a symbolism of happiness! Guess what, bird n me saw bluebird just the day before from a bus. Yea real blue bird with a white neck. Very very pretty! So yea, you have guessed it. I borrowed the book. Holding it in my hands, I pop in the children's session n wow!! Laying down on the low shelf just beside the entrance was a cute lovely book titled "the very greedy bee" haha big fat round bee! Of course I'm not looking forward to me turning that round. But it's cute! Haha I squat down and flipping through the book with a big grin on my face! I finished the book. It's a simple lovely book wot a good morale to share the good stuff! This is why I love children's book! It has some really simple good morale just within that few pages and best of all, it's accompanied by such lovely illustrations! Oh! I saw Gozi too! This book titled tinysauraus haha I love it! It is good to be small sometimes! It is!

let us be happy. n in bliss.

It's been awhile since I pick a card from the angels. It's nice connecting back again. 

Interestingly a card flew out as I was shuffling the deck. Turned it around, it shows "Transfomation". But what catches my eyes was the butterfly. I have been feeling that butterflies seems to fly around me. Just this morning, I saw this white butterfly fly around the flowers and seems to getting near to me. 

"Transformation happens naturally as we surrender to the flow of divine energies that gives life to all there is" 

Interestingly while looking for swallows related things, I chanced upon this "a symbol of fertility and renewal, a harbinger of good and a symbol of transformation. For the pilgrim to Mecca, the swallow is the symbol of constancy and faith, and is said to fly to that holy city each year."

Next card I picked was "Courage". Seems to be aligned with transformation eh. haha 

"All action inspired by a center of true love brings with itself security and firmness that cannot be disturbed. To be courageous is to know that fear offers no resistance to love."

This makes me feel so comforting. So taken care of just when my insecurity creeps in.

There have been this longing to watch Bird in total bliss and smiling simply because he is. I found that in photos he took somewhere. That smile, that carefree, laid back sense of joy. I long to be with Bird when he is experiencing such bliss. Well the fact is that I have this strange fear that Bee could get too heavy for Bird at some point with facts laid before us to manage. Yes yes it could be bee's over sensitivity or simply the super realist side of me thinking too much ahead.

"All action inspired by a center of true love brings with itself security and firmness that cannot be disturbed. To be courageous is to know that fear offers no resistance to love."  This reminds me to always have faith and trust in the greater energy.

 

Well the thing with this is we don't necessary have to make do with what we have and missed having a smile on the face. Bird told me it's the nature that made him smile. Of course. I would too. 

How many people give up something thinking that that is the only way to have something else.

My question is always, why can't we have both or design a new path to get to where we want to be. Well not that I'm being unrealistic, naive or greedy. But seriously why not. If nature makes us smile, then nature shall be it. Let smile now, tomorrow, forever. For that smile, we live. That smile is eternal. That soul is full. Never let anything or anyone to tell you that you have to give up something for something else. Set your goal of happiness and joy and let no one steal it away and tell you that it can only happen in a dream. Because everything starts from dream and dream shall take us beyond our imagination. Dream it. Live it with a smile. Your smile will lit up possibilities. Possibilities shall be your wings. 

For Bird, if you are reading this, I love to see you smile. That smile with abundance. The smile that is easy and natural. The smile that touch my heart in the first place. We don't necessarily have to work hard to get to some place. We just have to know we could do it. That moment is now.

Now is good and it can only be better. 

let us be happy. n in bliss.