Thursday, June 30, 2011

Moby

   Moby by shahab-jamalzadeh

I've always love tunes from Moby.. and as a person I think he's a beautiful being. This tune just make this rainy afternoon feels more beautiful and less gloomy..

Heart it




Morning surprise from Bird! Love the red little heart in the center of this black creature which we found out later it's actually an owl! So that's even lovelier and now I have it right in front of me in the center.. maybe as a bee and mac angel? hehe 

Wednesday, June 29, 2011

Live like the wild horses

Love this picture somehow. Suits my mood today. A mood of being a woman. 
Getting doll up and live like the wild horses...to be free.. 
To dress how I like to.. to take charge of my life instead of waiting for something to happen or change.
Everything changes..Nothing changes..two faces of a coin perhaps. 
Letting go.. living the moments. 
I want to be happy.
Time waits for no one. 
And time is too much wasted on waiting..
so do something! 
Something for myself today:)

Cartoons!

Purple Little Bird!! I love children's books! They are just so charming, simple, sweet. 
In a mood for cartoons and Mr.Men series! I would want to have a room decorated with Mr Men and Missy pictures on my wall:) Dream dream dream

I want this colouring book! It's such a joy to just fill in the blank and just colour! 

Tuesday, June 28, 2011

Feather, Bird, Mr Mime.. and a little story about Seahorse missing black bear


Bird found a mini feather for me!
Feathers seems to follow him!
Inspires me to keep the project going:)
It's nice to have something personal to do beside work eh...
Talking about work..Little Seahorse is kinda missing the black bear and really really really disappointed with Brother Bear for chasing black bear away! (Though not sure what happened..but we are a family isn't it? a family with lovely people..who love each other and embrace each other through thick and thin isn't it? I still love to believe so... I still remember how Brother Bear told me that working together the most important thing is to be happy..if we work till so upset then we have missed the point. I remember that hug as he said that.. so have Brother bear miss the point? Hope not. Yeah I used the word "Hope" - a word that I almost never use..but here I'm hoping and this means something.)
Hope is a word of courage from Bee if no one realise it yet.
And today is a special day for Bee.
I added "Hope" as a label in here:)

Apple crumble makes me smile


Receive this image from Bird and I'm totally in love with it and him and most of all; it makes me smile just like the cartoon in the picture; a simple yet satisfied contented smile:)
The thing is I love to smile and who don't love to be happy..but at times things just overwhelm you and you didn't know what to do but to hide in a cocoon. (Which is exactly what I did)
I'm glad Bird is here for me, showing me love and care and most of all understanding.

Bird gave me a surprise by presenting this set of apple crumble from dome at a Mc.
of course I'm delighted! And something I learnt.. not only does dome apple crumble taste great.. Apple crumble is best eating with your loved ones by your side.
Earlier of the day I got myself an Apple crumble from mc and well I can hardly finish it.. it taste sour and no matter how warm it is..it is nothing compared to the warmth I receive when Bird sit by my side while I eat together with him.
Thank you my dear:)

Monday, June 27, 2011

I miss you

"It's possible to miss someone anytime anywhere even when the person is near.. Because the state of mind of each individual is never exactly the same.."  - I have told many about this..but mostly I just got a puzzled look and others just tell me "I will miss you when I'm away or when you are away." 
No right or wrong.. But I'm just thinking what's the point of missing someone and not able to tell the person when the person is no longer around. 
My point is say it when you feel it! say it when you appreciate someone being around. say it like you may not get a chance to do so.. Human are so prone to fall into the trap of complacency and taking things for granted. 
Tell the person you miss him/her when you feel it.. there is no need to wait for the person to be gone to say so... I'm missing some good friends now.. hmm.. Listening to Beatles..my all time favourite..and fallen into reminiscence..not able to sleep.  
Hold me when I'm around. I'm not immortal. 
Live like there is no tomorrow. 
And Bird..
I miss you.

Sunday, June 26, 2011

Have faith in the spark in us and let it shine



Some months ago, Bird gave me a pendent he designed which means "Share Your Sparks"...
though I love the meaning but it's not until recently that I feel so strongly for it. Bird ignites the spark in Bee..taught Bee to be loved and love..to be opened and be in moments. Found this book above in a gift shop and I can't resist getting it! A book with small notes to remind ourselves to live each and every moment of our lives; to kinder to ourselves and others too. And amazingly, I get to share what I've learnt from Bird to my dear friends..whom perhaps not in a too good state of mind. That's when I realise I have grown so much over months..and how appreciative I'm to Bird who ignite that light in me. Thank you:) Guess it's important to have faith in that spark in us and let it shine...

Some notes about choices and time

If you think that something is not right.. Or not what you want.. Do something. We live our own life.. No one is obliged to help us
Choices may sometimes be hindrance to growth and culprit for procrastination
Do not wait for things to happen.. Time waits for no one.. Do whatever u can do now to the fullest.. U may be in grave sooner than you thought
I'm inspired to write these over some experiences I got and thought noting them here serves as great reminder for myself to not procrastinate and treasure moments I have.
 
 

In the small things, we love....




In the small things, 
Found the love in us.
A love with compassion 
in our souls.
In the small things,
there lives the moments of an universal,
beauty can only be seen
when we allow ourselves to bend our knees
and try a different perspective:)

Travel with love

Moments
Love this picture so much...
Touring SG
Spent our off days touring Sg.. and I realize I never seems to have photo taken with the majestic Merlion (not as I could remember) How amazing that is! haha 
Sometimes..it takes a soul to be connected as one in order to witness the full beauty of the universe even in the small things. I have never find the Merlion charming.. but yesterday while sitting beside it..and watching tourists surrounding it, snapping pictures.. I can't help but to think that sometimes we miss out what is closer to us. Everything has its beauty and soul, but sometimes it takes someone else to show you the beauty..

Bird & Me


A book Bird picked for Bee at a bookfair! Yea! and I not only love the contents! I love the title! hehe

Friday, June 17, 2011

Happy breakfast, smiling coffee


A surprise Mcdonald breakfast on a weekday at work! And coffee! I have been dreaming about getting a cup of coffee for a long while now, but just didn't have the courage to take it with the memory of heart beating fast and drowsiness occur when I drank.
I love the fragrance of coffee..it carries so much stories with it...the depth of love, the gentleness of the soul all can be tasted, breathe in..from a cup.
So I did! I drank half a cup of coffee and I'm proud of doing so because that kind of break my habitual fear for coffee. Thank you Bird.
It's been a long week...but all it's well in the end..
Mcdonald breakfast reminds me of morning breakfast with Bird and reading book in the ray of lights..
Looking forward to our no work day!
Looking forward to the zoo, birdpark, st john island! More sunrise! Tea house! Or simply just a walk.. I love walks, breathing in life from nature and feeling love while appreciating small things with Bird.
Love:)

Sunday, June 12, 2011

This makes me feel good

http://www.luisbeltran.es/#!new-works  

Something about love

Something about love
no one could tell you
till you feel it in your heart, body and soul
when you met someone whom you can speak anything to
someone who listen with his soul..
someone who share his love and fear
someone who you can smile silly with
someone who make you smile and feel the joy overflowing
someone who same a dream
someone who care and love...
someone who can walk the path with you
someone who appreciate little things surround

This lovely picture was taken maybe a year ago..during my probably first walk with Bird when we have yet together.. It was quite an amazing day I remember, we walk, we talk, we chased after birds and stunned by how close they were to us.. The sky was so blue..the sea is beautiful..the sun is bright..That moment remains in my heart..and I'm kind of missing it now while nursing my headache..
Have anyone told you..sometimes thinking about what you love most, feel most, trigger your head off the headache demon. I'm hoping so.

Saturday, June 11, 2011

I love colours!


http://www.fliffa.com/indexshop.html
Found this shop online and am totally in love with the idea and its art! 
Makes me just want to head down ikea now!!
I love colors! I love simplicity! To create something colour yet retaining its simplicity may not be as easy as it seems..because it's about balancing of details..
Speaking of which..there are so many things I would love to customise...
1. A Tshirt for Bird
2. Tank top for myself
3. Long black dress with colours!
4. Old skool shoes 
5. Little black bag (which has been laying there for 8 months now)

I love colours!

Reflections

Love blossoms

oOoOPS! I love you

Love, Shine, Open, Dive, Breathe, Give, Glide

Love 
be in the flow of water
Shine
like diamonds sparkling on ocean
Open
your heart to embrace and dance
Dive
like dolphins with vigor and dignity
Breathe
in each moment we receive
Give
each breathe a life
Glide
through the wind like birds in sky high

Bird in snapshots

Love these pictures of Bird enjoying, indulging satay!!!
thought this is beautiful..hehe so expressive and happy:)

Me and the soul within



Various me from Bird..I love these pictures..it reflects me,
express my soul so well..and clear..
I'm just a simple human like this.

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

Big dog don't find me adorable


So I thought big dogs are adorable...and naive enough..thinking that maybe they will find me adorable too, I went closer to them, trying to snap a picture of them smiling at me! 
And apparently they don't find me adorable at all! 
They snarled at me with a stare so frightening and showing off their fangs that for a moment looks like the icon on Darlie toothpaste. 
I'm shocked as if I never anticipate that to happen..well seriously, I didn't...haha
My reaction.. I almost throw the only thing available in my hand which is my iphone baby! 
But I'm glad I didn't because that would only trigger them more to run after me since they have no use of iPhone. haha
Oh and smarty me opt for the ostrich way to pull away with the situation. I pretend that I'm invisible and that if I don't look at them, they won't see me. 
I breezed passed, breathing relief! 
And now I have phobia for big stray dogs!

In a moment

I love our silly faces grinning for getting seats in the bus!
Love in the air...for grabs
Bird in action catching beeeeeeeeeeeee
I always find balloon charming:)
Merry go round horse.......
Bird's smile
Wheels in the sky
Spinning