Sunday, April 29, 2012

A B C biscuits

Mama bought these cute little cookies yesterday. It's one of my childhood favourite cookie. Mostly thank to
The story telling and playing of alphabets my mama engaged me in. Still remember how she will dip those alphabets into a mug of milo and scoop one out of it and asked me "what alphabet is this?" My mama don't really know English but she learnt it her way and taught us her way. She will ask me to repeat after her. "O" "A" and there makes the scooping and munching of the biscuits so exciting! So yesterday I drop the alphabets into the mug of milo (the owl mug bird got me) hehe. And I started out scooping it one by one out. Hehe my mama is proud of me who still remember this snack time play thing. She didn't say. But I just know it:) its lovely!! I love my mama and her cute little ways with us!

When we are together

It's a simple yet fulfilling weekend. Supposed to be a reading day but we were distracted by the growing clouds and beetle. So yeah we had a huge burger! Snap photos of clouds and beetle which is crawling real fast on the window pane. And follows by early supper of dim sum! :)

Wednesday, April 25, 2012

Love & life

Bird sent me these this morning and I just love it so much n can't wait to share..

Morning gifts

I fell asleep so quickly last night. I felt the texts coming in, at least I hear one sound alert of it. I felt my mum came in n give me a hug and I sleepily open my arms for hug, but it feels like a dream too. Just before I am fully awake, I saw this beautiful sunset and I was rushing to snap a picture of it from my home. The sun was glaring, the sky is transcending from hues of orange to dark blue. And interestingly I saw this picture that bird sent to me. Yeah.

And I receive a text from my poo poo nurse friend greeting good morning rise and shine with sun n sunflower n kiss!

Next I receive another text from my Ms Tong! Sending me a hot air balloon because I was telling her how much I want to float away on a balloon for awhile to get away. And here I receive such adorable polar bear hot air balloon. *is this a sign again? To ask me go Finland* haha

Well all these little texts are great gifts of this morning! Making my morning lovelier. Somehow it's like angels sent to boost me afloat. To pull me from the pit bottom I'm gradually feeling.

Oh and I send balloon to pick up my poo nurse to join in the floating! Haha this is how energy being boost and spread on eh!

So thank you my angels:) I love you all:)

Tuesday, April 24, 2012

rambling

Haven't been writing via my lovely computer at home lately. And I just realise it's been almost a week since I went back from my leave. But the one week feel especially long. Maybe because the 4 days leave have been mostly spent on work too. Can I have the excuse to blog how I feel right at the moment. Some reasons of my unhappiness:

1. I'm tired!
2. Keep track of things make me lethargic.
3. Meeting is draining and a waste of time. (Seriously don't see the point of playing democratic, when I need is simply tell me what's up..what need to be done. Because whether I like it or not, my opinion didn't quite matter.
4. Hate chasing the numbers and running for it.
5. I'm not doing what I feel is my forte.
6.There is a lop sided equations

Friday, April 20, 2012

A bird that taught me the lesson about resilience

Suddenly as I stood in train n wander my soul away.. I Realise the importance of Visual images that we observe n feel together is so important.. I suddenly remember that day at tea house I saw this cripple bird with one leg completely fractured, its still hoping around and use that one leg to lift it to flight.. N suddenly that's a images to remind of resilience.. Being resilience at difficult circumstances n flow with it. I was imagining how the bird must have thought shit! It better don't fracture the other leg becos that may means nothing to lift it to flight but now I think maybe the bird just didn think anything but just do whatever has to be done.

Thursday, April 19, 2012

Birds

These are the birds in my hideout.. Love them roaming around while I work on my stuffs:)

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

Loving my little hideout

Finally reach my hideouts after running some errands here and there. Chose a outside seat instead. Nice feeling with the fan ventilating just above my head. Sound of the traffic, the crickets, watching the leaves falling, drifting in the wind. Seriously this is a much better office for me! Saw a bird standing on a tree pruning its feather.. Probably taking a rest from a morning of work.
On my way here, saw an old couple walking slowly to their house, trees swaying with the wind, the sunlight and shadows below the trees, two secondary school boys at the bus stop, looking so adorable and carefree, munching their snacks and drinking milo, they smile at each other and that make me smile to be able to witness life around me. I'm thankful.

And here guess I just passed the lunch and off school time, it's pretty spacious. As I pushed open the glass door, facets of stories in various stages of my life here surfaces, for an instant, I am filled with mixed feeling which turns out to be good as I acknowledges myself here in this moment of my life. I look around, I have grown. There are office people, students all around me. But none of them know the existence of one another I supposed. Each looking at their books, gadgets, indulge in their own conservation with themselves and friends. I'm here writing this as I munch on my lunch.

I wish I could have more time here before it turns into some private development again. There are still so many people I want to bring to this place.

Time to get back to indulgence and work on my concepts before the moon comes out again.

Perfect pear pair


Come across this image from the perfect pear pair and I'm loving all the DIY crafts guides (Though I'm not someone into craft works, but love seeing them) And most of all, I love this image and the quotes!
I love to wander:) I'm not lost.

Gardening







Just read an article about Business lesson from a quiet gardener from ijourney. I can't help but amazed by such a synchronicity. Just some time ago, my friend adopted a little piece of land at the rooftop of her workplace to plant some corns. And last weekend, we went to have a look and clear some weeds from the "plantation". Of course, we weren't thinking about business at all. It was all fun and great form of exercise for us. And most of all, seeing those corns "popping" out from the leaves just left us in awe. That was my first time clearing weeds. It's not as easy as one may think. First have to identify which are the weeds and shove some soil out to pull out the roots and in the midst of doing all these, have to pay special attention in not chopping the roots of the sweet corn! And after clearing the weeds, follows some tying of little poles to make the sweet corn growing straight up and doesn't (in my friend's words) "fracture" its stem. Oh at first, I can't bear to get rid of the weeds. Because to me, they are lovely plants too. I spotted a tiny mushroom growing out from the little windmill decor. But of course, the objective is to grow corns, not weeds nor mushrooms. So back to the big picture, I plucked out the weeds around. 
Now to think of it in relation to business, maybe that's a little reminder for us to always remember what is our objective of business; the big picture. And who are we targeting at, what do we want to achieve. Because it's easy to settle for the weeds and tell myself that weeds are beautiful too. (Maybe a little like how business tends to fall into the trap of targeting at the easy customers, despite knowing they are not the intended group of consumers for long term goal.)
And like what the article mentions, seriously gardening is a lot about harmony, balance. Put fertilizer, but not too much. Water it, but not over do it. Expose to sun, but remember we are not grilling the corns yet. Planting and gardening takes a lot of care and attention to notice every single element to be in place for a healthy growth. The water, soil, density of plants, sun, fertilizer, weeds, seeds. And of course, not forgetting, to cause less harm to the insects that inhabit in vicinity. 
In my own opinion, gardening is some form of exercise in striking the balance mindlessness and mindfulness. Mindlessness as in it kind of clear your mind of unnecessary thoughts since you have to use physical energy and attention while taking care of the land, the roots of plants. Mindfulness as in it practices heighten awareness of surrounding environment, higher consciousness of co-existing with a lot more life forms than we usually notice. The ants, the bees, the butterflies...the caterpillar...they are all there. The food we eat; the veggies, the corns, the rice all have to go through the process of growing from seedlings to harvesting by hands. The next time we eat a ladyfinger or a corn, remember how much care it has received from nature and its caregiver before it can reach us as food.

Monday, April 16, 2012

Dont worry. Be happy!

Im so totally in the fun with this!!! 
More of this please!!

Cool experimental stuff

Live Life like a Party!


"Live Life like a Party! Anywhere. Anytime. BE the fullest of you. Enjoy. Play. Dance. Sing. Most of all..LOVE! Love yourself! Love what you do. LOvE someone and everyone! Love your music. LoVe your soul! For you only live once. Be the love and Joy." - buzzed by Bee
Well..finally I got my butt down in front of my mac and my new orange notebook on my table, trying to get into some kind of "trance" so I can get into that precise right frame to conceptualize the upcoming shoot for quirky robot stuff. Forcing for ideas has never really work for me. Because if it didn't come, it just didn't. So I try to get myself into play mode. Switch channel to the bee who loves to play, the outdoor, the women, the sexy woman, the cute blue chick, the beach, the sea, the dream of fantasy kiss on a hot air balloon with the tribes dance for me in the desert, the rainbow on my hair, the hug of old granny and pops, the running against edge of the cliff, the speed of a bike, riding in the rain, the non stop beats of music that colors the beach, the sky and the bees and birds (Imagine pink bee and purple bird), running along a coast of a no man land, with nothing but maybe a bird grinning, enjoying the red peppers, yellow peppers, green chilies in my martini drink with lime of course and salt, the sweat and tears oozing down my body, the chili chill that ripples down my spines, I laugh, dancing to the drum beats of the tribes, I sing, on top of my voice some language that I didn't know, everyone follows, we are happy, we hug, we go for a skinny dip (everyone, young and old, fat and skinny, white, black, brown), we are joy, we are love, there is no separation between you and me, we make merry, we live now like a party because life is either a life long party or a life long tug of war, you decide. Indulge in cakes, play with the cream, draw a white mustache on your love, smell the coffee or the wine, taste the secret of chocolate and be mesmerized, paint the walls with your colors, draw something on your door, anything, hug a tiger, lay on a panda, parrot a parrot saying I love you, Listen to the whispers of couples in love, the birds chirping, the flipping of pages of book as the wind blows, the foot steps on sand and water, the butterfly flaps its wings, watch the snail chewing on leaves at your feet, the rain drops on your window, the egg sizzles in your pan, everything has a voice. So do you. Know your voice. Let it sing. 


Life with synchronicity is like poems with rhymes :) It just flows on... all we need to do.. is feel the flow

Sunday, April 15, 2012

My new toy!!

My new tiny toy to accompany bee!!! <3

Live watch leave

Live, watch, leave..

These words came upon me during my journey today. Saw big bird gliding across the sky as my friend drove pass the expressway along some jungle. Hear thunder and saw bright lightening across the sky of dark clouds, water to ankle level, a dosmetic helper jump as the thunder sounded and she dropped her umbrella. My friend was looking at photos. Rain pouring from the huge umbrella of McDonald's. Walk my friend home but caught in muddy water so we walked along the road divider. We were going opposite ways, we both carried an umbrella. Hers red. Mine green. We look at each other, smile and laugh. We parted our ways. We waved at each other when we each heading our own ways on separate paths. Missed the bus as I dug into my bag for wallet. I walked to the station. Heard bird chirping on the tree. Look up, rain drops fell on my face. It's beautiful like crystal pure water from nature or universe. In the center of the road, a bird was drenched. Feathers soaked. It's hopping its way. I saw a millipede swimming in water. Saw a young man in wheelchair queuing up to get pass the train station gantry. Saw a woman at the platform in a lovely black dress. She look pretty. Hopped on the train.. Saw the field of my old school is wet from rain. People playing soccer. Saw sky with tint of orange and bird standing tall on tree from the jungle next to teahouse. The childhood estate has become a empty open field except for the old market turned into retail outlets. Two person training sparring in a tennis court from a condo.
Yea these are some happenings going on through out the day.
Sometimes it's good to live your fullest, watch your surrounding.. Each and every moment.. And leave it as it is..let it pass. Watch and let it pass.

Our body is like a house for our soul.. What we truly are is our soul. Live a soulful life with all your heart of love and joy! Love and share the joy. Some day when the house of your soul turns old.. Your soul will still remain. So carry and share your soul with as many as you can.

Friday, April 13, 2012

Random! Bee buzzing

I'm finally on leave! A long awaited one! Though the purpose of this leave is still mainly work! Yeah! To get out of office so I can conceptualise for the upcoming photo and video shoot for the new product launch. But since today is the first day of leave and I'm having alittle headache and muscles tension. I endup hanging around with my goodie old friend! The happy poo poo nurse! Went for lunch together and somehow ended up going back to her hospital to send char Siew pau to her patient; an old cute lady. Aww I'm thankful for having such good heart and happy friend in my life. Watching her speaking Teo chew to the granny and holding her hand is a nice warming sight! So yeah! I have friends who matches what I values in life. Love, care and sharing are some priceless values to me. To some extent I'm thinking if only im less forgetful and more careful.. Then perhaps I can make a good nurse too! Haha cos I love interacting with people and sharing the sunshine with everyone. Hehe of cos im perhaps too emotional or imaginative to be a nurse too. So still I think being a designer, consultant suits me better. Oh I got a new toy today that I can't wait to show bird! Hehe and spent on a pictorial books with simple quotation. Though I didn think that the pictures are very nice to spend that amount on.. But somehow feel that perhaps those words in the books can strike a chord in whatever I want to design or create in my job n projects. So if that's the case, then the value it can contributes will be probably pretty priceless too. So yeah! After much thoughts, I bought the book. Oh I'm also thinking perhaps on the midst of panicking about having no ideas, maybe the book is just right there to meet me to spurs some inspiration out of me! And tell me why to do next! So so yeah yeah.. I'm kind of following my intuition! Oh yeah! That's my plant here! Took a picture of it to remind bird to water for me in my absence. It's growing taller and I'm happy! Hehe got a new bigger home for it.. Just wondering when I could move it. Didn want to hurts its roots.

Oh and that's poo poo nurse's mug in her office! Yeah she is back in office to arrange some stuffs! Love the mug!! Inspire me to make one myself! Hehe
I'm looking forward to a shoulder massage! Hopefully there is still time before I meet another pal later.

Head hurts! >_<" ahhh I'm feeling guilty of not doing any work relate stuff today except getting the book for inspiration and perhaps that's y I'm having headache! So ahh I need to relax!! That's the whole purpose to be away from office anyway! To relax so I can think!

Thursday, April 12, 2012

Moments memories..and me

Been not filling in here as much. Just watched a show "the vow". Nice show.
About moments.. Which kind of trigger me to fill in about my moments here.
Watching the show kind of remind me of myself.. N life stages.. I used to be doing more art. Listening to loud cranky music haha used to thought I wanted a tattoo on my hipbone..I love the touch of clay.. The rawness.. And smoothness. The freedom yet depends on how much u free your mind n hands to create. That's an interesting bit. I used to be able to drink n dance n draw..or write in middle of the night. Yap that's pretty much me. I love walking to the end of the train station to avoid crowd.. Or simply because I love walking.. And appreciates that bit of aloneness. I would walk alone n visualize myself shooting a video or in a video myself (like I'm filming my moments in the way I flow) listening to my fav music..

It's kind of surreal how I am in different stages. From job hopping to a long 7 years in a company. Who would have expected. Sometimes I heard people Saying life is planned for us. It's quite scary though it can be an adventure. Depends on how we see it. Guess I would just take it that we are learning about life and uncover more and more of who we really are as we live life with our fullest. I'm not quite the same as before. Some liking changed. Some remains. Taste of music fluctuates. Fav colour changes but seems I'm loving orange and brown for the longest time.

Well ups and downs.. Changes or not. I do like myself now. So that's good.

Of course here's pictures of me and bird. Somehow I love these two photos.. Maybe because i feel the me so free so natural hehe so connected with bird.

Saturday, April 7, 2012

nature


Love these photos! Into another world.....

Productive easter day

Finally settle on a logo typeface and frame of the site:)
Thought it looks neat, sexy with a hint of fun. 
Rounded with an edge, that's the kind of logo I love. 
Kind of loving it and this is good because it gives me motivation
to dive into the "deep ocean" to dish out each and single piece of work,
categories them and shelve them into place. 

aww.. seems like quite a productive easter day! haha 
though I'm missing Bird badly! 
Hope Bird will get well soon...soon soon soON!

Friday, April 6, 2012

Today

Just done watching Groundhog's Day, a 1993 movie. Very interesting. 
If you are stuck in a day; today, what would you do?
You can do alot. You can help and give alot. Everyday we hold the power of making life better for ourselves and for others. Doing the best in today.

Thursday, April 5, 2012

u+i

I'm in the mood of love:) 
Sweet love:)
u+i
Love should be happy and free.
Love is a happy tune:)
Love is smiling silly into the sky, saying hello to the moon:)
Love is enjoying walking, running, strolling hand in hand.. 
Love is looking through the same window and breathing the same air and sharing the views together:)
Love is big and tiny moments:)
Love has no genders.
Love is a gift. 
And we all has that gift in us.

*Im getting a little dreamy from the tablet I took for headache..and its good to be dreamy*
I want to be floating on the balloons, among the clouds.

Oh yeah! 
Love is colorful:)
And I love colors!

Be ok


I'm so in love with this video!! the music, the lyrics! the happiness! 
Great song to begin the weekends. Yeah! 
I love happy songs. 
Somehow it seems to remind me it's time to let myself enjoy some rest:)