Feather lightness

Destiny

Just watched a show "Jeff who lives at home". Simple, slow paced script with not too complex details yet show us human how each of us intertwine together in some way or another. All of us have our needs. Needs for warmth, love, attention, achievement, withholding our destiny and the list could go on. Sometimes we think too much about our needs instead of following our hearts. We think and stop as that. We dream about how we want our lives to be. We paint beautiful visuals to convince ourselves that we hold our destiny. Do you believe in that? Maybe everything happens for a reason. Just like how the main lead in the show who follows signs to have an idea what is his destiny. And as it turns out in the show, maybe "destiny" won't reveal itself as a complete picture, it is up to us to have faith and complete it. Whatever it is.

Oh is it a sign? haha I just watched Brave today and it seems its sort of telling me we have destiny in our hands, it's up to us to live it...in our own ways.

Life planner

Yeah! Finally after much contemplation, I end up with a weekly planner for journaling life (out of work). I haven't use a diary successfully before. But I love seeing progress, activities and most of all seeing myself on track. Oh and I love those little stickies inside. Make me wanna custom made more little stickie of birds n flowers n sun n moon for myself. Now the first step is how do I beautify my black journal with colour! Apparently, there just isn't red colour with a content for my liking! I don't like lines and I simply can't write in between those narrow lines. Yeah space is what I need! And I got myself my first sport tank top! Red colour! Does this signify the change Im embracing?! At least I feel so! Just Realise I never like a diary and I never like jogging. But here's a new perspective to both of these. They are tools to facilitate change I need. Jogging or jog walk (sounds more realistic) meet my needs to feel energized from morning air and of course those practice of four breathe in and four breathe out does helps me to focus my mind and ease thoughts that overwhelm me. Diary is to keep me sane till I make big change.