Have you ride on roller coaster before? How do you feel? Love it or hate it? Well I would not ride one if given a choice. I did n didn't quite like it. But it seems I'm on a roller coaster ride on a pretty frequent basis in terms of my life. One moment I'm sky rocket high, next moment I'm falling and swing by the thread. I never allow myself to fall off the "ride" at least that's one good thing. No matter how low I get, I will try to find ways to re bounce back into position n gearing to swing up again. Yeah its exciting as much as it can get tiring. I was in rocket high n then I seems to hit some clouds in the middle n my mood and emotions and perhaps vision get clouded. I know I will be alright, just this moment im suddenly feeling really quiet.. and alone n as if no one can help to swing the roller coaster ride up if I don't do it myself. In a contemplative mode.
Well I have jot down an evening of joy n new found insights which I can't wait to share but at this moment I have hit my down time somehow. Perhaps it's time to sleep n look forward to the sun to be up n to restart the roller coaster up high again. That has been quite the life I'm living. Exciting isn't it? Haha I remember I wrote something about free fall when I was 21. Something about sometimes instead of resisting, why not let yourself fall. Because sometimes its only when u fall completely n let go the struggles that u can find your newfound force.
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