Yeah! Had an exciting, nervous day of identifying available units, their pros and cons and availability of a nest. It is kind of a challenge, especially when have to work around something slightly away from ideal. Yea! Nothing is perfect and life is too short to wait for perfection and so as an almost perfectionist bee.. I had a hard time choosing and making remarks on excel spreadsheets so as to choose the almost perfect one. While doing all these, I'm refreshing the page to update the latest availability. Yea! I had a whole afternoon for myself, doing something for myself and Bird! This kind of make me feel so much time is spent worrying and thinking of work and progress yet so little is spent on accessing my well being, my longing and future. So I'm happy, very happy that both bird and bee manage to pick our nest pretty smoothly! And best of all, it's not the low floor as I was conditioning my mind and lowering my expectation to. Hehe so yap! I'm contented:) And finally it's progress in my personal life! One thing checked, out of the many to be done in order to so call settle down. I would prefer to call it growing into the next phrase of life:) I'm thankful! Many would not understand my decision on staying so far from parents but well, wherever it is, at least I'm still in the same island home. And whatever adjustment, adaptation I have to made, I know I have Bird with me. So everything will be ok. We will get it all work out.
I'm happy I'm progressing in my personal life! Next will be calculating the finance, re-looking into the job prospect (I don't enjoy being a tool to be stretched which my lil boss mentioned mindlessly. I like to be working efficiently, I don't mind working hard, but I would prefer working smart), getting my long half baked portfolio up, dreaming up a simple meaningful day of the union of Bird and Bee. Excited! Am excited and this excitement is exactly what I need! To look forward, making a dream come true!
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