Be strong, survive and win the game

Bee is feeling not so good at this very moment after my brother shared something with me. I'm actually quite astonished by how much he seems to be affected by it. I'm too. I sensed the fear in him and my dad. The solemn is there in the air. The fear that seeps into each word they say and perhaps think. The hope for the universe to be kind. The worries that linger behind my mind as I set into a auto mode of solution finding steps.

But well it isn't a design project. It has too much not within my control. And I have limited ability in this case. It is at this moment, I thought of what Brother bear said just the other day. "Everything has its causes and effects. Call it reason or karma. And at some point of time, when there isn't much you can do, you just have to hope we have planted some good seeds somehow somewhere along our life journey and perhaps that could show us a way out"

Or should I trust that everything happens for a reason..and that maybe whatever happens is blessing in disguise..

Well... a step at a time. Keep cool and calm. Show no emotion or expression. Sometimes when you didn't know what to do, this seems to be the best way out.

So as the eldest in the family, I just smile at my bro and told him well we shall see and mindset is very important too. So think positive. Guess this is the deal of being the eldest. You learn how to bite your teeth and tried your best to keep everything in place together and forward. You learn how to smile when you are feeling bitter inside. You learn to stay afloat as graceful as possible though you are peddling like mad under the water like a swan. You learn to be prepared for the worst and to get some rough idea of getting through tough times. This reminds me of Girl Guide's motto "Be prepared". Even when I'm still a kiddo, I love this statement and believe that this is one way to live. Be prepared.

Be prepared doesn't mean we won't lose, but it means we tried our best to be strong, to survive and win the game. Be prepared and not forgetting to be happy.

Bee's a fighter. This is my way of regaining my composure and energy.