Saturday, November 26, 2011

Happy excitement

Bee is really really excited now! Suddenly all my exhaustion from work seems to dissolve and my mind and heart is lit up! hehe..
Finally took the first step to the Bee and Bird dream after thinking and wondering and hoping.. 
We finally found something that we both feel strongly for.
And the amazing thing is that just weeks back we were drawn to the place nearby after a random walk through a kampong. I still remember the walk, the sunset and the birds. They are in my hearts.
And now we found a place at the edge of the map with an island opposite! woohoo! hahaha I can't help to fall into a deep dream with this image. hehe 
Excitement within excitement. 
Yea.. I'm feeling excited because of my excitement. It feels like the rare occasion that I'm excited about something in my personal life rather than work. Now I have something to look forward to. Something to garner my energy for it to come true. hehe 
And we both have good feeling about this. Somehow I can't help thinking that we are guided. Guided on a path to experience such greatness in the beauty of the place.

And this excitement now kind of makes me see and feel that energy and light I'm looking for. It feels so different when you are out there following your heart, pursuing your dream and persevere to make it come true based on your values and beliefs. All these while, work is good, brother bears are nice and lovely..but somehow there is this void. This void that seems to drain my energy. This gap that needs energy to perk up, to ignite. But I didn't know what.. perhaps because I didn't know how it feels. 
But this moment now, I'm feeling good. I'm feeling I have the energy to do a lot more than what I now did and it's time.
Why do I do what I do/ gonna do:
To bring sparks, to ignite the soul of individual or company. 
*Getting really dreamy..while sipping on warm cooked cereal..feeling the future and my values*

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