"This is going great! It's certainly looking exciting and adventurous!"- this is how I am feeling these two days as I look into the future after having officially announce my new path to my fellow dear ones two days in a row! Magical is the word! I didn't plan for a time to launch myself out there. Neither do I plan what and how to describe what I do beforehand. All it takes was seriously: a deep breathe, a voice of gut and most of all is granting myself to be ready! I said granting of myself because I have been brewing this precious "cup of tea" about what I love to do for a while, I have been mapping out pages of paths, but I never feel ready, I keep thinking something is missing and most of all, I didn't dare to launch! I still do not know how I do it! But it seems that everything is gearing me towards my core, guiding me with light shining on for clarity and receiving the energy from many angels around. All that I was preparing; a website, name card, introduction writeup suddenly seems falling back into a quiet background when I step up and announce the "reinvented" me across the long table of McDonald at a wee hour of a Saturday to my dear friends and colleagues. It doesn't take a name card or a website or a write up to be ready. It is simply being ready. Being is the key! I have read so much about "just be" and "being it". I thought I know what it was all about. Knowing is just first part of the story, knowing prepares your mind for it. But nothing compares to the magic of embodying it and experience the whole moment of transformation from one state to another with almost a flick of the fingers! And sure, it takes passion! To put things in a more accurate perspective, it takes an overflowing of passion to contribute, to share, so much that I am compel to take action to simply give, to share. This is a very interesting lesson or insight gained. We always measure our readiness with the amount of knowledge we have and skills learnt. They are great tools to measure. And thats what I have been preparing. It is good to be prepared as I was taught during my Girl Guide days. But hidden from my knowledge or perhaps under the radar of my consciousness, there is one more key needed to unlock the flow. The key to finally arrive at the tipping point of whichever part of journey we are on. The key of giving, the ability to contribute and empower fellow beings with the light I see in them. I'm compel to unlock them to the light in them.
I do not know about this key. Perhaps I read about it. I know giving is essential in our living as a form of sharing a part of ourselves with others since we are all a part of this universe. We are one. What I do not see until now is that giving activates growth, and a greater being in us that perhaps we do not meet till we first recognize and appreciate ourselves.
This post is an over flowing of my soul, my core. I didn't know how to exactly explain or describe this that I'm experiencing. It is perhaps an unspeakable truth for each of us to experience and tell in our life story.
To be frank, this post has kind of travel further than I visualize it to be and arrive at a place away from where I intended to. It's all good though. I'm loving it and thankful for this journey of flow.
Through this flow, I can't help but to share what I realize; life indeed is a full circle; from recognizing our strengths and ability to give, to receiving the key of contributing, to unlock the flow to activating the growth in us and all. to finally arrive at recognizing ourselves.
Give and receive, you and me. We are one full circle.
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