Thursday, October 18, 2012

Moment by moment we grow..

A lot have been happening recently or rather a lot have been going through my mind. I been going through some sort of roller coaster rides emotionally. From peak to down and pick myself up again. That's really essential. What I have learnt recently is that the key is not about picking myself up, that's not a strong commitment to live. The key is to raise myself up and be on a positive note every moment, ride on with the forward motion!

So here's what on my mind most of the time for the past weeks till now:
1. Wedding stuffs
I'm happy is finally almost confirmed on a date and venue. Even signed a package for photo shoot. I'm always the one directing shoots, now its my turn to be the subject. I wonder how the role reversal works for me. But I'm looking forward to it. Seems like fun!

2. Zesting up for a new reality
I have always been wanting to do my own business. Reason simple. I think life is too short to be not living what I could envision. I'm a designer so yeah I consider myself to be good at visualizing. I have been studying a book Bird passed to me some time ago. Yes. Study! The book is like a textbook to me now. Highlighting, making notes, folded pages as reminders. Mapping what I learn, asking myself questions after questions. (I would say they are good questions) "What is my passion, my skills, who can I help and why do I feel so driven for it. Sounds like simple questions, they are, only that there could be millions answers to those questions. So I have to prep myself to be sharp enough to listen to my heart speaks and feel my heart pulsate towards what it is that got my adrenaline rush on up. Questions, after questions, answers after answers. I define, refine and keep finding that ultimate answer. I got impatient at some point, frustrated by my stagnant progress. This time round, I pushed myself further, deeper. I learn to step outside something to have a clearer picture of it to plan my next moves. And gradually, it seems that the saying "everything happens for a good reason, everything is interconnected" rings true. Piece by piece, things, directions seem to be revealing itself to me. Now I can feel how the little lime plant in my office grows so ever slowly. It's actually growing. It's simply too small to be noticed. It takes time to grow. And as long as we focus our mind on our ultimate goal with all out heart, the universe will gear us towards where we want to be by revealing its clue or call it magic bit by bit. We just have to be focused to be aware of those hints of how to get to where we want to be.

3. What we read and think will help in how we approach life.

4. Alone is not enough. We could combine power in mastermind group. Somehow read about this but didn't really see its significance till recently when I saw this in its simplest form how a friend of mine calling upon resources he know to make things work. This reminds me of somewhere I read that we sometimes have more resources than we think we have.

5. This post was written in two parts and as I'm writing this I'm happy that Bird found a really nice word that synchronize with how I relate to myself and what I do and would love to do. The magic word is "Alchemist"!! Perfect! Turning base metals to gold! Woohooo!!! Turning unnoticed talents into driven entrepreneurs. Turning niches into business that work. Awe in excited!

6. It feels great to work on our growth in our own terms without having to wait for someone to grant you so or wait for the situation allows. Contribute to greater good in the way I know how and am good at. Thank you Bird!

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