Wednesday, May 4, 2011

Me then and now

Me two years ago:)
Me at the moment:D
I thought this is interesting. I accidentally saw the top picture in fb while browsing for a picture of me and rei rei. And wow! that really makes me think I have gut! haha From long wavy permed hair to short nerdy hair, I have transformed from a raving queen who only loves to wear bareback top to a dolly who bring cardigan wherever I go. From a party goer in heels to a homely girl who learn and try to cook. Oh and I don't mind wearing T shirt now! From shots of tequila to well not even shots of espressos, but tea. From drinking ice cold water to hot or warm water. From listening to club dance house music to new age zen stuffs.
Wow! how much has changed! or rather how much I have grown and perhaps living a more rounded life. 
Every life has its stages. I'm glad that I live on both extremes and have pretty much live some good and not so good experiences to make me who I'm today. Of course thanks to people who are good and not so good along the way. I learn. And frankly, it's been a journey. 
I'm thankful for meeting some really nice people in my life so far. Some are close, some are not, others have lost contacts..and perhaps some are angels met on the streets.
And I have been loved by many and I love them all. 

I guess I won't say that I have changed, but more of grow. 
Because I still would imagine myself in heels, would love a drink too, wearing bareback under the sun feels great, club music gets me into rhythm...ice water tastes great! 
But I grow to do alot more than that! I tried new things and some of it isn't that bad after all. 
Tea tastes great! It's a luxury to be sipping hot tea with a book and definitely with Bird! hehe
T shirt is quite comfortable and not that ugly. Feels homely and that's how I love to feel at times.
Cooking is a new thing! A very private one for me. One that I have the least confidence to do, perhaps even worst than giving a public speech. 
But there is this joy when I see my loved ones smile and taste my humble dishes.

We all have our time to do certain things, be at certain stage of life. 
So well just enjoy the moments. Love and be loved.
It's extremely important for us all to remember that we are beautiful inside out. 
And belief is a beautiful word.

"I'm enough:)"

1 comment:

  1. Grow?... Hmm... Up or down?... Looks like down to me... Sure u didn't post e pics in reverse 

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