Tuesday, January 3, 2012

My beloved Tweety

 Some close friends may know this VERY SPECIAL TWEETY..yeah! it's been trying to make that call since day one when my mum gave this to me as a souvenir when she came back from a short trip. Well at least this is how I remember..and that was 16 good years ago:)
Probably the one thing which follows me the longest of time!!! Yea!! it has been through thick and thin with me all these years.. which you can easily tell from its bruises and colour:p
It has been misplaced several times during its course of journey with me..and I even cried once thinking I lost it forever..only to find it somewhere in the office.. And another time found it just at the edge of the lift door after a night of losing it.. It is like we share this infinity together:) 16 years is through rebellious teenage years, adventurous or reckless 20s' till now the beginning of my thirties. There are times when I felt so down and having things that can't share with parents yet yearning for warmth from them..I will hold it in my palm so tight and silently telling it my longings and desire for warmth and comfort. And it does makes me feel better. Such is the love for it and my mum:)
Bird has been asking me to grant Tweety its retirement so it can have its well deserved rest after all these years. I can't bear to.. even right now I still look at it and cant bear to not bring it with me:) 
It's irreplaceable. And for a long time I havent find anything that can take up its task till just now when we saw this bee bearbrick. The size looks alright, weight is fine. It's a bee so that's kind of me..Bird got it for me .. I successfully turn it into a keychain instead of a hp strap. It doesn't feel anything like Tweety.. It's new. It's lovely..but yet it will never be the same. It takes some courage to make the change; slotting key by key in as I already missing Tweety. 
I realise they have something in common; they are both pretty yellow:) Maybe that's why I feel alright to make the change. The energy is the same..perhaps. I left a tiny key with Tweety in case it is not used to being retired..So I think it will be aright:)
Time with Bird has taught a few lessons and one of which is learning to let go. Learning to love and loving..So here I practice.. Love...Breathe

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